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Tennessee left, Joe Cummings background, Max Worthington right front. Returning from a planned and expected one day mission; so carrying just our "basic load." That meant no ruck sack, sleeping or personal gear. Just our combat gear which consisted of our weapon, 23 magazines of ammo [3 bandoleers of 7 mags each, one mag in the weapon, and 1 "fast grab" mag in a pocket or...], helmet, gas mask, some grenades [smoke and fragmentation], water and maybe one meal. Our company was chosen for this mission, which turned out be be unusual and in a different area or operations. We flew a long distance to a new area. After securing this hill [the vegetation on the top of which had been recently blown off], we were joined by a Huey with 4 or 5 men asserted to be from military intelligence [M.I.]. Our Company C.O. selected our squad to carry our visitors down to a local village, while he and the rest of the company secured the hill. Sending my squad of only 12 men, he was obviously more concerned with securing his position on the hill, than with the safety of our new M.I. friends. That was good and actually made sense, though; we certainly needed someplace to come back to if things went south... Our squad pulled security for our "visitors" while they conducted their business with the villagers. We then carried them with this girl back to the firebase. The M.I. guys took her out with them on their helicopter... We were then picked up by hueys and returned to our normal area of operations surrounding Dak To. If I ever knew why all that happened, I don't remember. [One in my squad suggested possible Vietcong ties and another thought maybe it was providing medical help for the daughter of someone powerful in the area. But, I'm pretty sure I would have remembered if I had known either to be the case.] Other than very occasionally passing some of them on a trail [and I think that happened only during the couple of weeks we pulled security for the artillery at the bridge between 4th Division Base Camp and Dak To], this mission was the most involvement I had with South Vietnamese civilians. This along with some other assignments made me feel like our company and platoon got picked for a lot of dangerous or unusual jobs. It made me a bit paranoid at the time; thinking someone up the chain of command was trying to get me killed. Retrospectively, I like to think it was because our platoon and my squad was viewed as being willing to get the job done, and capable...

We had a common simple goal that united us beyond petty disputes: Survival. That teamwork was one of the few pleasant experiences of Vietnam. I must acknowledge, that powerful common uniting force made friends of everyone in the company. From left: Tom Richards [Famous for: "I'm gonna bust my nose!" when having a chance to take a nap.]; 3rd, Joe Cummings; 4th above, with hat, Chris Duar [WIA]; 5th top, Jim spearman. I'm really sorry for not remembering the names of the rest of you. This was a "short timer" picture just a few weeks before I rotated home, so, since some of you were newbies, I wasn't with you very long... (Let me know. Mail to: support@justbibletruth.com)

Joe Cummings left, then Chris Duar,* and Jim Spearman front and 2nd from right. Many of us who took pictures had our family make two copies and send one back so we could trade or give them to others to send home. Don't know who gave me this picture as it was a different format from my camera, but I sent it home as a "short timer" [meaning my tour was almost over] marked "39 days and a wakeup". Then, 40 days plus travel later, it was back home trying to return to the life I was so rudely yanked away from. Someone commented there was a lot of missing shirts for a military unit. We were in a combat unit that never saw anyone except NVA soldiers. It was hot!!! I never polished a boot and no one ever mentioned the dress code or worried about who was wearing a shirt. We did stay shaved and clean, however, and our weapons were oiled and spotless inside. One man told me his unit wore their underwear as shorts trying to beat the heat. We always had our loaded weapon in hand or at arms length and needed to be ready to fight. Missing shirt maybe, but short pants wouldn't have been practical for us.
*[I was told Chris Duar took at least two sperate hits in a firefight on Mar 11, 1969, as he manned the M-60 machine gun. I thought I remembered him still being in the company when I rotated, so, I'm not sure... He was not on the KIA list so if he was wounded he survived.]

With three of four mentioned exceptions, all the men pictured on this website served with Co. C, 3rd of the 12th, 4th Div. and during my Vietnam tour overlapping 1968 & 1969. The site is for them and for my family and theirs. I here link something different, but still very personal and important to me. Of my four best friends in high school, all four of us got a paid tour of Vietnam. They are Don Smith, Roger Tatum and Spencer Baker. Donnie was the best [closest] of them for several formative years starting probably about age twelve. So, I here link a video Don did reflecting his tour of duty in Vietnam: DonVietnamHD.mp4 [When I talked to Don about posting his video, he mentioned he served on an Airbase and was not a combat soldier. Anyone dragged half way around the world from their home, and dropped into a combat zone, is a combat soldier! Don kept the helicopters flying.]

My little daughter Amanda, born after my return from the Nam, constructed a collage (which included the above page) with some of my childhood and teenage pictures in a photo album she put together to describe the life of her daddy; "before Amanda Kay." (Where the dog came from, I don't remember, nor do I remember what became of it. It was obviously not practical for us to keep a puppy. The chopper crews sometimes took a break on the hill. Maybe the dog was with one of them. He seemed to like my freshly cleaned rifle.) I guess when little Amanda thought of her dad's Vietnam days, she liked thinking of him with a puppy. In harmony with the Bible proverb: The love of a little girl for her daddy is the fifth thing "too wonderful" for me!!! [Pro 30:18-19]

Amanda Kay (left) about the age she was when she put together the photo album of the story of her daddy's life, including the page shown above. I'm sure she had more help than she wanted from her younger sisters Rachael Jo (center) and Emily Ann. They are great reasons to be glad I made it home. I tried to be a good soldier and paid attention to the military training I received. So... I'd like to think my skills helped me survive. Mostly, however, I do recognize, it was God's blessing and/or my good fortune, along with the support of the men of Company C, 3rd of the 12th, 4th Division, that meant my survival. My love and thanks to each of you.

In offering this tribute to the men of my unit, I do not mean to glorify war. It was horrible and emotionally caustic beyond reason. War is bad. Still, as some have said, these men were to me a band of brothers. I am proud to have known every single one of them and I can't remember even one soul among them I didn't  like  love. (Well, retrospectively anyway...) I do know wanting to be part of something bigger and more important than ourselves can be a powerful motivating force. Some look to the military trying to gain that, others to the churches and religion in one of it's many facades, some to political parties and even to gangs, to give direction and purpose to life; or maybe, they just want and seek some protection from the horrors of life. Please, if you haven't done so, consider the beautiful simple solution of  looking to  listening to Christ Jesus and making yourself a part of his family. (Mark 4:35-41 Plus) Danger, danger, danger! Be very careful to understand I am not talking about joining a Church. I'm talking about joining yourself to Jesus Christ by simply reading and taking to heart his words. (Mark 3:31-35) Recognize the words of Jesus as your true and only protection...
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Introduction to the rest of my life:

My Continuing War!

I came home from the Nam being more serious about life. It inspired a more focused consideration of God. One of my friends and fellow survivors of the Nam told me recently he believed God had a plan for him. That is a thought I would like to entertain as well. Problem for me is, I knew a lot of seemingly upright men who died, some leaving behind their family and already born young children. So... Whether or no I was part of God's plan in my ignorant youth, I have tried to find out what that plan is and to be part of it since I came home. Sadly, (or happily, I guess, depending on point of view) I have realized my search for truth has involved me in yet another war. [Matthew 7:15-16; Ephesians 6:10-13]

That's right, I find myself at war once again. And, make no mistake, similar to how my friends from Vietnam were friends largely because they were drafted and trapped there with me, YOU are now caught in this war with me. We were each one drafted into it some sixty centuries ago while we were still in the genetic materials of Adam and Eve. Satan drafted us into his war by deceiving or manipulating our first parents to sin, thus bringing the promised death on themselves; and, dragging all of us who were unborn into their plight. [God told them they would die if they disobeyed; because He knew disobedience would bring the kind of dying world we have now created. Sin then spread to us all like the loathsome disease it is. (Rom 5:12)] Because of their rebellion, we were all born headed to the grave. (Eph 2:1-5) If you are a lover of peace and have integrity, you are hated by this law defying world and are distressed by what you see. [2 Pet 2:7-8] Thankfully, God made a way out for all who want it! (Luke 2:14 of 8-14) If you want to survive, consider the following few scriptures. Just know this: You are in this war on Christ's side, or, you are in this war but against him! (Mat 12:30; Luke 11:23) There are lots of people who are ignorant about God's plan, or, are wicked and don't want to hear. Even so; many or even most people seem anxious to tell me (and you) how to please God, and how to be saved. [Acts 20:29-30] The danger is many of those asserting they want to help have been misled. You see, Satan not only dragged us into his war, but he raised up his legions of minions as churches trying to lead us all astray. In the case of each group of such self-righteous religious servants of Satan, it "always" involves persuading us to become or remain an approved member of their sect (or gang). It's the same with Muslims, Jews, Catholics, Amish, Baptists, Jehovah's Witnesses, Mormons and all the other Protestants. Join "them" and you will be blessed by god, they each and all promise! Most of them are pleased to judge me wicked as I expose what they are, or even just becasue I won't join them. [1 Cor 4:3] It is ever easier to see why Jesus would refer to the lying and manipulative [often religious] leaders of this world as a nest of snakes and as the offspring of vipers. [Mat 12:33-37] Please take note that such "follow me" religious sectarianism is very different from what you are hearing here. In my 60 years of searching for God since Vietnam, I have never heard the simple caution you are now hearing, about the danger from the churches and other religions. What you are hearing is about Christianity and learning to be cautious you really do have it. I am not starting a new cult for you to join. I'm just telling you to open the Gospels and join Christ, along with those who joined him 2000 years ago and still since. (Mark 3:31-35) Don't "follow me" or any sect or imperfect human, follow Christ! Caution: You can only do that by reading his words. (John 15:14-16) It is my own fault I didn't know about false religion earlier, you see, because Jesus did warn me (and you)! [Matthew 7:15-16; Acts 20:29-30; Mat 24:23-25] Even though I imagined I was a follower of Christ, I was actually being influenced by and following after churches and their leaders. I just wasn't really listening to Jesus at all. I was misled for some thirty years by my religious affiliations. Joining one group [church] after another, only to figure out over time, the groups I had joined, one after another, weren't really following Jesus. It took a bit to figure it out but "groups" of people don't join Christ, only individuals can do that... It is a very personal matter! I had somehow imagined for many years I needed to find "the right group" to join. That is one of Satan's probably most effective tricks, to get you looking to groups of humans rather than simply opening a Bible. That is sort of true in a sense; but I failed [as do most people I think] to discern what I actually needed to do was open the Gospels and actually listen to Jesus, thus seating myself at his feet among his followers. [Luke 10:22] You don't become a Christian by joining a group [a sect] of men! You can join and become part of the group of true Christians only by joining yourself personally to Jesus Christ through your knowledge and understanding of his words. (Luke 10:20; Mark 3:31-35) That means you must read his words and become his friend by your familiarity with what he said. (John 15:11-16) And, I had failed to discern all those trying to lead me into their sect were just as lost as I had been all those years or maybe more so. I said earlier our nation is one of the [or is the] greatest nations that ever existed; in large measure because of the freedoms we have. One gift from God I am very thankful for is our nation has taken much of the power away from the churches to hurt their enemies. In the dark ages, under the Roman Empire with its alliance to the Holy Roman Church, those who disagreed with the dark church were often burned at the stake, or in other hideous ways publicly tortured to death. The dark ages church made killing people a science, sometimes taking days. William Tyndale and John Calvin and Michael Servetus were burned by the church for translating the Bible into English. Michael was burned alive... They worked to translate and share the Bible because English was the most common language of their day, while the Church's Latin was a dead language. In their mass judgment and rejection of non-members, the churches, even in our day and nation, still cause much harm. So... I've discovered a simple and wonderful solution. Let me first clarify, I am not asserting I am special and must confess "my solution" actually has nothing to do with me. God spoke to mankind in many ways through the centuries, but He is now speaking to each one of us through his son. [Hebrews 1:1-2] Since Jesus started teaching, God has given only one command: "This is my beloved son, listen to him." [Matthew 17:5] My secret is we can still today sit at the feet of Christ and listen to him explain to us personally how to pray and how to worship his Father. We do that by simply reading the Gospels. Choosing to sit at the feet of Christ in that way makes us part of his family. [Mark 3:31-35] What is happening to our world is the revelation of, and/or an awakening to, truth. You are in danger, though: You must be careful that what you learn from God's son actually comes from the lips of Christ. [Mat 7:15; Acts 20:29-30] So... Don't listen to me and don't listen to any other religious person beyond our directions to Christ. [John 5:44] Read for yourself the Gospel records of Jesus's life and teachings, as penned by Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. It means your very life. [John 17:1-3; 1 John 5:19-21] Listening to Jesus's words is how you take in God's spirit. [John 6:63] All during my combat tour in the Nam, I believed everything would be alright. Now, in the midst of this tribulation of a dying world, I once again believe everything will be alright; for each and every person listening to and obeying God's son. [Luke 6:46] While much or most of the world is on track to death, Christ is providing life for those expressing faith in what they believe he taught. Doesn't that require you first have to know him? Shouldn't you then be joined in the war with the others who are talking among themselves about him. (Mal 3:16-4:3)

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Video Introduction

I now consider my whole life a drama with my choices directing me here, to this "daily devotionals" or "Bible study" effort of mine. Not that I was a good man. I wasn't... But, I did always want and try to do the right thing. I truly believed in white hats and that the good guys always win in the end. That no doubt made me a good candidate to be a soldier. Vietnam was the most horrid and bitter chapter of my life. There are no words! But, it did drive me toward knowing God. It also helped give me strength of character to stand against and expose those pretend nice people who are actually God's enemies. (Eph 6:10-20)

The conclusion of the matter, everything having been heard is, fear the true God and keep his commandments. That is the whole obligation of man. (Ecc 12:13-14)
I confess I am thrilled to be in God's war! Not that I want people to die, but that I don't. As in the days of Noah and Lot, a lot are about to die; (Psa 91:1-12) but, it's only the ones who are causing our problems and won't stop... There is nothing but death to be done with them. Else, they would kill us all! So, I'm glad that my Father is doing away with them so there will never be another war... (Isa 2:2-5)

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